Why I like my job

I'm not writing this blog to try and convince myself or anyone else. I just want to share what it is about this job that I like. So, the title would give away how many reasons I have...

For those who don't know, I currently hold the position of Information System Analyst II for the Department of Environment and Natural Resources Region IV-A (CALABARZON - that's mainland Southern Tagalog region, covering the provinces of CAvite, LAguna, BAtangas, Rizal and QueZON), and designated as the chief of the Human Resources Development Section. I worked for more than six years for the private sector - the first three occupying different positions for a computer software consultancy, then as a Business Analyst for the Information Systems Department of a savings bank in Makati City. I actually liked my job there. But then, that's another story.

Now my dad used to be the Chief of the Administrative Division for where I work now before he retired. What I remembered from his job was that he was able to travel a lot. And, always wanting to learn, I was awed with that chance to go see other places, even if it was only in my own country. And, I've always been interested in nature and the environment.


But my dad, being one of those seemingly "rare" species of upright government employees, refused to help me land a job here while he was still working. Still, he encouraged me to take Civil Service eligibility exams, which I passed with flying colors (he actually bragged about them to his colleagues and our relatives). So, upon his retirement, that's when he endorsed my application... And I passed after going through a written exam about a job I barely knew, and a panel interview.

So my first job here was as Project Evaluation Officer I for the Planning and Management Division. I admit it was kind of a shock to see how limited resources where, seeing that I came from a bank. We would share computer units. Now I was used to having my own. Anyway, I'm sure I came off like something of a snob to my colleagues, heheh... But I learned to adjust. And I started travelling.




Limatik

But of course, the travels were not for leisure. They were mostly business. Being assigned to the Monitoring and Evaluation Section, we were the ones who would validate the projects. Oh, what an experience. I looked forward to trudging uphill to see reforestation areas, yet I hated doing this when everything was so damp because there was limatik (thin thread-like leeches) everywhere. I heard different tips on how to discourage them from sticking to your skin and sucking your blood, and how I listened, after hearing the stories like how a woman peed in the bushes and a limatik got into her nethers and BRED there!

One tip was that you use nylon support stockings - the thread would be so fine that the sharp proboscis (I think) of the limatik would not get through. Pants, even jeans, would be useless then. So another tip, which I followed, was to wear shorts, so that you could immediately see if a limatik was stuck to your skin and immediately peel it away. Actually, you couldn't just peel it away. This leech, when full (of your blood), would be fat enough and just drop away on its own. Otherwise, you'd have to burn it with a cigarette or lit matchstick or a blowtorch. Duh.

Another tip was to walk beside someone who was smoking a cigarette. Apparently, the limatik does not like a smoker. Unfortunately, neither do I. Pfft.

Yet another tip was to cover your legs and arms - basta the exposed skin where a limatik could easily attach itself - with soap. Bath soap would do fine. The rationale was that your skin would be too slippery for the limatik. Now I've tried this... But then every time we had to cross a stream, the water would wash off the soap so once we reached the bank on the other side, we would immediately cover our skin in soap again. It was like you took a bath, forgot to rinse off the soap, then put on your clothes.

And another tip that I absolutely followed was to be at the start of the line and walk fast. (This wasn't a problem for me; I'm a fast walker. Maybe this is because, being only 5' in height, I almost always have to catch up with everyone else who's taller.) Why? Because when you're at the start of the line, the limatik wouldn't be lying in wait to jump at you. Apparently, you would be the one to disturb them while they're resting and before they could say "Hey what wazzat?" you were already past them. So they wait in position for the next person and jump for their next bloody meal.

Limatik aside, being part of a monitoring team exposes you to the different projects, and to different people. Yey! Aside from that, every time a validating team arrives, the host office usually treats them well with good food, good company, and good accommodations. However, this is not to say that we always had good accommodations. Sometimes we would have to make do with a mat, or table tops, or chairs lined up beside each other. We would always bring a trusted malong that would serve as a blanket or a small tent to dress up in. But I didn't mind. As long as there's water for the loo and for my bath.

Travel

There may be no such thing as a free lunch, but free travel is what I have always enjoyed with the job. In a sense, it's free... for me. But of course, the government pays for it. Most of the time, I pay first then have the ticket reimbursed, that's why I always go for the cheaper fare. Also, it doesn't deplete our funds too much. Yup, I still think about giving Juan dela Cruz his money's worth.

As part of the Planning and Management Division, my travels were mostly limited to the Southern Tagalog Region. I usually went to the island provinces of MIMAROPA. Thus, to this day, I get queasy remembering the waves rocking the boat as it approached Romblon, and the shameful act of emptying my stomach's contents even before I reached the restroom. I remember the quaintness of Marinduque as I traveled around the island's six municipalities in three hours. I remember my frustration of not having been able to see much of Puerto Princesa City in Palawan. I remember the limatik and Mangyans of Mindoro. I remember most especially the underwater wonders of the Apo Reef of Sablayan.

But being chief of HRD, and for a while the concurrent chief of public affairs, I saw more of the mainland and many parts of the country. Of course, I would go around the provinces of Batangas, Cavite, Laguna, Quezon and Rizal looking for venues for training, workshops, seminars, conferences, etc. And, since I report directly to the Regional Executive Director, I would be sent to attend other national gatherings as well.

Sights

How could I forget the vastness of Davao City? Or Leyte's two-kilometer love-bridge of San Juanico. I could not help but hear that famous line "I shall return" when I saw MacArthur's (and Carlos Romulo's) figures striding in Palo. I was awed by the calm waters of Balanan Lake near Dumaguete City, and could only stare and try to take pictures of those big trees that lined the city's version of Baywalk. I wondered if I was still in the Philippines as I passed through the Subic-Clark-Tarlac Expressway (SCTEx). I gazed in reverence at the old churches of Miag-ao and Jaro in Iloilo.

I would never forget the experience I had at the Our Lady of Peñafrancia Church in Naga City, Camarines Sur. I had been attending a seminar sponsored by the National Anti-Poverty Commission, and with a couple of co-participants decided to go to the church for the first time on one night that we were free.

We got to the church, finding its doors open and welcoming. We got inside, and although my eyes saw some people, my mind registered nothing else but the altar. I dug into my bag for my camera (an instamatic -I had no digicam then) and shot a couple of pictures, dropped the cam back into my bag and knelt at one one of the pews to pray. My companions also knelt nearby to pray.

To my surprise, a nun approached me and asked for my camera. When I asked why, she said that Sr. ___ (I forgot the name, I wasn't familiar with it) did not like having her picture taken. Trying not to sound disrespectful, I told the nun that I did not know whom she was talking about. Then I learned that there was a healing session going on.. Apparently the other people inside the church were attending one, and Sr. __ was the healing nun. So i told the nun who approached me that I could not hand over the camera, and she said would I instead hand over the film. Once again I refused, saying that the film was not empty, and I had used it for other official shots. Giving in, the nun said that I should agree not to publicize or publish the picture of Sr. __ that I had taken. I agreed, saying, with all due respect, that I did not even know the healing nun.

But do you know what happened? When I had the film developed, I excitedly searched for my pictures of the church altar to show to my mom. Eerily, all the pics I had taken of the altar, at that only time that I ever gone to Peñafrancia, were all "black" on the negative.

Food



Do I need to expound that one of the best reasons to go to different places is to taste the food? And that the best time to enjoy them is when people offer them to you out of the goodness of their heart, to welcome you, or to send you off to your home or to your next destination? It doesn't matter that you are warned to be wary of what other people feed you... What matters is you have your own bottled water and that little pack of loperamide always with you.


People

And of course, I will always love meeting different people. I'm basically a shy person, but it's always interesting to know people, even though I forget many names, as well as observe people as they go about their lives in their own corners of the world.

Work

Yet it all boils down to WORK. Yes, I love working. The DENR allows me to learn so much about the environment, and share what I know with others.

The Philippine government is lousy and sucks in providing good working conditions and salaries to its bloated bureacracy. Government employees are collectively branded or seen as corrupt, lazy and inept. How unfair. Many of the brilliant minds this country needs are already in government. Many people I know (including me!) work hard for the money. They may not be squeaky clean, some unwittingly involved in a little hanky-panky, but corruption exists even in the private sector.

Working for the government offers a lot of opportunities, many of which are non-monetary. I may sound stupidly idealistic when I say that working for the government means I am serving my country.

But then, that's why I like my job.

Calamba or bust?

I would have to say... This is probably one of those times when I would consider myself to be at a crossroad in my life. And all because of this impending transfer of our Regional Office to Calamba City, Laguna.

In case you don't know, the move is supposed to be in compliance with Executive Order No. 246 dated October 28, 2003 and signed into law by Pres. Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo. The EO designates Calamba City in Laguna as the Regional Center for the CALABARZON Region or mainland Southern Tagalog, Region IV-A. (EO 682 was signed on NOv. 22, 2007, designating Calapan City in Oriental Mindoro as the Regional Center for MIMAROPA Region or island Southern Tagalog, Region IV-B.)

I would say that we were not too aware of the EO. There was talk of transferring the Regional Office to Calamba, but we didn't take this too seriously because the issue sort of cropped up only when our Regional Executive Directors happened to reside in Laguna. There was even a survey conducted on the issue and a refusal to transfer was the overwhelming response. After all, DENR Region IV (both mainland and island) was "born" in Metro Manila, during decentralization into regional offices. Naturally, most of the employees had established their lives in Metro Manila or in nearby Cavite. There were some who were residents of Laguna and would report to the Regional Office in Manila.

This setup was not unique to the DENR. Many national government agencies had their regional office IV in Metro Manila!

Then there was more pressure to transfer. As a token of compliance, we established a Satellite Office at the Calamba City Hall, manned by a few of our personnel, Laguna residents who found it convenient.

Later, a committee was formed to look for possible sites for the Regional Office to transfer to. The committee was not able to find one, as most were expensive or too cramped to accommodate us. We rejected suggestions for sites in Los Baños. We thought Calamba too far already, how much more for Los Baños, not to mention the additional traffic in its narrow streets especially around the UPLB area! After all, Calamba was the Regional Center, not Los Baños.

And now, this. All too soon we heard that one of our officials had found a transfer site: the upper three floors of a new building that was being constructed along the highway. Before we knew it, we learned that the contract had been signed and the finishing works were underway. Plans were being made for new tables and chairs; we were told not to bring any of our old tables and chairs to the new building.

Needless to say, many of the employees felt - nay, FEEL - betrayed. Panicked. Dismayed. Imagine the upheaval to be caused on our lives:

1. The additional transport costs, especially for those living farther north, such as in Quezon City, Valenzuela, Caloocan or even Bulacan. (I live in Manila, and the daily commute alone would cost me P200.)

2. The chaos on those who have young kids, who may have to be transferred in the middle of the schoolyear.

3. Additional costs on those who would have to rent a place if they opt not to do the commute. And how about those who cannot move their family to Laguna, and also rent a place in Manila? That's TWO rented places to maintain.

4. The pain of separation from loved ones. What about those who have someone at home to care for, especially those who have sick relatives who need their loving care and attention, or kids who need their guidance?

Would I rather commute? Imagine having to get up at around 5 AM just so I could avoid the traffic along the South Luzon Expressway. Imagine the traffic going home, especially now that the Skyway extension is being constructed, to be finished not within this year! This means I'd have to wake up while it's still dark, and go home when it's already dark. What about the rainy season, which render many roads unpassable, and the rides almost impossible to get?

Would I rather rent a place? I haven't experienced this during my student days, it seems almost laughable that I MIGHT be doing this in my professional life! That would mean not being at my mom's side as soon as she needs me... not being able to enjoy my niece's company as she grows naughtier and taller.. having less chances of getting pregnant because I would be apart from my husband five days (or nights) a week... Even though my work requires me to travel a lot, it's still a relief to know that at the end of the day, I could come home to the warmth of a family...

True, we would be leaving this seems-to-be-condemned-building that sways to the slightest tremor, this building that has been the Region's home for 20 years, this building that gives us an awesome view of Manila Bay and its golden sunset... this building that we swear at every time the elevator conks out and we have to trudge up the stairs to the 8th and 9th floors, we who are not getting any younger.. this building that is situated in a commercial district of Manila, quite accessible to nearby hotels and malls, churches and schools, and public rides to different destinations north and south... I suppose we should be glad that we would be moving to a newer building, one where we would be the first occupants, not like this one that has a history of its upper floors having been gutted by fire. This new building is, after all, along the highway, just along the bus route.

Should we be glad for this? Government is spending needlessly for our rental of no less than P300,000 monthly or a whopping P18million for five years, not to mention the finishing works, (which are, by the way, NOT deductible from our rent), the new tables and chairs (supposedly because the space could not accommodate our currently serviceable - and old - desks and chairs), the additional requests to make life a little bit easier for many of us who would be dislocated, the transfer costs that include rental of trucks, the safety of the documents (public documents!)...

To what end, when they say a new government center is being built in Eton City? Why not wait till then, so that by that time people would be more inclined and adjusted to the move, and we would not be inconvenienced by another transfer? P18million at a time when government is calling for austerity measures. And that is only the cost of the rental, compared to our current location where we are rent-free, because we OWN the building. What about utilities? Urgh.... P18million may be enough for us to construct our OWN, NEW building!

What is sad is... we had filed a petition with our Secretary bringing forth our grievances, our misgivings on the transfer. We had requested consideration. It seemed to have fallen on the deaf ears and indifferent hearts of those who would NOT be affected at all...

...who do not seem to care because they could easily buy their own cars or four-wheel drive vehicles to weed through bumpy roads and knee-high flash floods, or even the services of a helicopter if they wanted, or police escorts to weed through traffic...

...who do not seem to care because they could easily buy a house and lot wherever they wanted to reside, while we settle for "decent and safe dormitory-type accommodations"...

...who do not seem to care because they have their own drivers at their beck and call, unlike us who have to make do with standing up in crowded buses, wondering if our bags or pockets were being picked and we just couldn't feel it because it was too cramped...

Anyway, we at the employees union could only request for a shuttle service; accommodations; canteen; provision of relocation allowance; approval of a four-day workweek; and swapping of items or reassignment of personnel.

Yet with the latest development of a "status quo" for the MIMAROPA Region, who, admittedly was more agressive in going against their transfer to Calapan City, we in the CALABARZON Region could only wonder: If it was possible for them, why not for us? True, Calapan City is farther than Calamba City (you'd have to ride a bus to Batangas then ride a scheduled ferry to Calapan), but this does not mean there is less adjustment for us.

And we go on and on... With all the trumpeting that the EO is a "done deal" and that "the contract with the building is effective August 2009," we could only listen in dismay and hope that the move would be further delayed.. but delayed until when?


Is this a sign for me to move on, to transfer to another office or another agency in Manila even though I'm satisfied with my current job? I, after all, like working for the government, no matter how low the compensation or how disgusted I am with the seeming corruption. Is this a sign for me to heed my husband's insistence on applying for a job outside the country, for a chance at a "better" life (although I wouldn't consider it better if it only refers to monetary advantages.)


I'm tired of thinking... But the decision will eventually come.